GALAU

I hate the way you make me feel, 

I hate that you think you can read my mind, 

I hate crying over you, 

I hate that you say you care but you don't, 

I hate the way you talk to me, 

I hate the way you snap over little thing's, 

I hate that you don't trust me more over then someone who did worse then I, 

I hate that I can't breath around you with out getting yelled at.

I hate being accused of eating to much when I only eat 1 or 2 meals a day, 

I hate of thinking of pro's and con's of living with you, 

I hate of being a scrub, 

I hate that I hate of being in this apartment that I live in, 

I hate being so unhappy, 

I hate that I'm about to cry right now, 

I hate being a closed curtain, 

I hate being the least favorite, 

I hate that I hate my body because you criticize me about it, 

I hate how you feel when you come home, 

I hate of being scared of the time when I'm with friends, 

I hate that I think your hiding me, 

I hate that I love being invisible sometimes, 

I hate that I'm sorry for hating, and I hate that I hate. 

hyp.o.crite

If I can add in what the dictionary meaning of "hypocrite", it must be you. 

It will look like, 3. You 
And I also will add the function, Function: noun; to hurt

Yes, it's all about you. 

Now I started again thinking about you after finding the word "hypocrite" in the dictionary. 

And now I start thinking about you again after seeing pictures of you in my row of stacks of books. Again and again, why should you?

It catch my eyes

Iedul Fitri 1431 H

Yap belom lama ini lebaran. 3 Hari yang lalu. 10 September 2010. Iedil Fitri 1431 H. Kamu muslimin dan muslimat, penganut agama Islam merayakan hari raya nya. Termasuk gue. Iya, gue. Haha.


Sayang nya ga sempet foto foto, sempet sih. Yang lain tapi, bukan gue. Di ajak tapi gamau. Ada sesuatu yang membuatku minder. Haha sempet sih foto tapi ga banyak yang di upload terus di tag juga cuma 3-_- Itu juga karena gue upload sendiri di mobil. Itu juga berjuang. Itu juga, itu juga, itu juga, sama ade gue. (naon==")


Yah kalo cerita terus ga bakal selesai haha. Pokonya saya dan keluarga mengucapkan minal aidzin walfaidzin mohon maaf lahir dan batin. Makasih yaaaa :)

Focus List

New focus in my list!!

So yeaah, after one year I got you on my focus list. Watched your relationship with that kind of girl, it was so exhausting. Because I should be ready with what I see and should be ready with all the mood swings. Then I should be ready with the fact that your tweets only can make me jealous, because all the romance that you say, tweet or "write" is not for me.

STOOOOOOOOP ITTTT!! Soooow annoying.

New list is,

1.Physics, science thing stuff or whatev (Yeah he's my BF now-_-)

2.Home

3.School

Good thing is there isn't YOU, maddy HAHAHA.

"PRETEND"

For me, I'm a good pretender. 

In front of them, best pretender. 

But in front of you, fugly pretender. 

Can't help..

Hiatus

sebenernya nulis blog emang nyenengin tapi kadang gue suka aneh sendiri bisa hiatus sampe hampir setaun ya ya ya efek dari diri sendiri aja kali ya. semenjak SMA gue udah jarang banget nulis, lo tau kaya apa. Hampa. oke, ini berlebihan.


sebenernya gue sengaja jarang nulis meskipun kata kata udah di ujung jari. pernah ada yang bilang, kata orang kalo lo jarang nulis lo bakal nemu apa dan semua yang lo tulis dalem mimpi, ko gue ngga ya? apa pengecualian buat gue haha lawak nih ah. gue sama aja jarang mimpi sekalinya gue mimpi pun bukan apa yang gue pengen mimpiin. meski udah gue doa, gue udah wanti wanti ngehayal gimana juga tetep bukan lo yang keluar, iya elo.